Warnings; Depression, Suicide Attempt
Summary: By allowing Lucifer to use him as a vessel, Castiel helped eliminate the Darkness and saved the World. But, it may have been at the cost of Sam and Dean's friendship. Deciding he has nothing left to live for without that, Castiel plans to end his life on his terms and be at peace--if only a certain ghost of an archangel would leave him alone. Meanwhile, Dean needs to learn to use his words.
Notes: This is an awesome story written by Darkheartinthesky. She a wonderful author and poor girl has been stuck with me for several bangs. I am fine with it as I really have been enjoying her stories. :)
Challenge: Castiel Big Bang